Back From The Dead? Nope Just Not lazy

Oh dear me it's been too long since I've written down my wealth of thoughts. So much has happened since I last wrote. I am officially 24 years old yay me, I didn't do anything exciting for my b-day I probably should have but I didn't I just relaxed and enjoyed the day and it was a good day, well any day you get multiple cakes is a good day in my book. If my last post was any indicator of how things at work are things have greatly improved. I finally got a laptop so the whole comp thing is a non issue now hooray i know. On a more remorseful note my boss was let go recently for a number of reasons which I am sure I a responsible for some of. Don't get me wrong the situation wasn't the best but there was no real resolution to my issues with her. I want to wish her the best on whatever she may do in the future and hope she doesn't hate me. cause I feel like I am mainly responsible for her being let go. Others say its not me but It doesn't really change the way I feel about it. Now that she's gone we have no "boss" sure we have a sort of chain of command but no structure of leadership to speak of. With that emptiness of leadership in mind I am contemplating throwing my name in the hat for consideration for the job. It's incredibly scary to me because I don't like change and I don't know how good of a boss I'd be. The girls I work with well all but one say I'd be a great boss I just don't know. I mean the job aspect of it I can handle I pretty much do it anyway I think maybe its the added responsibility or the fact that id be in a position of power. I am supposed to write an email to the owner regarding my interest which I have yet to do cause I'm a pansy it would seem. Oh well I guess I still have plenty of thinking to do on the whole thing. All I can do is put it out there and hope for the best.