Praise The Sun

Praise The Sun

Out of my head....

I dont know what to say,

I wish these feelings would just go away.

Work is hard when you are there,

The way I feel just isn't fair.

I wonder what is wrong with me,

You and i used to be a possibility.

I sometimes wish that I was dead,

I just want you, the fuck out of my head.

It's probably just me, it's all in my mind,

I look at you and you seem to be fine. 

I wonder if you even hurt at all,

Seeing what we had crumble and fall.

Is it time to move on and find a new start?

Will you ever really know you broke my heart?

You tell people you think me a child.

Not going to lie that really hurt for a while.

I thought you saw me as something more,

When I heard you said that my heart hit the floor.

I am filled with much depression and sadness,

Thinking of you constantly feels like madness.

I am sure I am over thinking all of this,

It would be nice if we could talk about this.

To get much needed closure would put me at ease,

Can't I just stop feeling like this, please.

Emotions Coming Out!

Everything she does now makes me sick.
I wish she would have just sucked my...
Sorry don't mean to get all inappropriate.
I've got a lot of feelings tryin' to work through it.
I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do.
It all rushes back when I look at you.
I try and I try but it's always wrong.
Why you think that I wrote this song.
I wanna be done, I wanna move on.
The way I feel about you, there's always a light on.
Just more of the same on a different day.
It never seems to quite go my way.
I'm wasting away with the memory of you.
I need a new start, I need to be true.
To my feelings that I neglect and hurt.
Pushed around and drug through the dirt.
Gotta pick myself up and dust myself off.
Flip the breaker and turn that light off.
Remove the queen from the throne in my heart
Once she's gone I can finally restart.