Out of my head....

I dont know what to say,

I wish these feelings would just go away.

Work is hard when you are there,

The way I feel just isn't fair.

I wonder what is wrong with me,

You and i used to be a possibility.

I sometimes wish that I was dead,

I just want you, the fuck out of my head.

It's probably just me, it's all in my mind,

I look at you and you seem to be fine. 

I wonder if you even hurt at all,

Seeing what we had crumble and fall.

Is it time to move on and find a new start?

Will you ever really know you broke my heart?

You tell people you think me a child.

Not going to lie that really hurt for a while.

I thought you saw me as something more,

When I heard you said that my heart hit the floor.

I am filled with much depression and sadness,

Thinking of you constantly feels like madness.

I am sure I am over thinking all of this,

It would be nice if we could talk about this.

To get much needed closure would put me at ease,

Can't I just stop feeling like this, please.